What do you fear?

It rained today.

Fuck that.

So I've been sick a few days, right? And on top of that, for two of them I can't even access the internet. I come back, and this happens. Whoever this W. G. guy is, I'm not very happy with him right now. I've undone that...image. (Yes, it's of me, but I don't remember doing that at all. Honestly it's a bit fucked up.)

The internet (which, yes, we were leeching, wasn't my system) died on us, so the roommate and I finally decided to get good internet. So we had to have a new cable line installed. Kind of sucks, but hey, in the end I have excellent internet and connectivity to continue to berate you all for...really whatever the hell I want.

Been hearing noises in the crawlspace under my apartment. The landlord swears he doesn't know a thing about it, and the cable guys got the fuck out of there really quickly, but I still haven't been able to figure it out. Maybe I'll go down there and take a look.

And maybe I'll get a chance to go to the park soon. You never know. I've been thinking of uploading some of the silent 360x240 video my digital camera takes to YouTube. If I get a chance, I'll upload a video of the park. It really is a nice place.

And, just so I remember, here's the picture that was uploaded to my banner:

Always change the facts slightly. The truth is never fit to be written about.

-W. G. Vye, GVz

I hate being sick.

On the plus side, I found my camera. On the minus side, I've been sick the past week. Can't even get outside much without feeling like I'm going to puke. It's fucking ridiculous.

Outdoor expedition has been put off, but oh, what's this? Michelle Bachmann is seriously running for President?

No, I think I'll leave that alone. Too easy.

Well, that's just peachy.

I was going to head out to the park nearby today. (Well, one of the three.) Technically it's a conservation area, but there are miles and miles of trails running through the place, and it's pretty damn awesome. Was gonna take my camera and get some crappy shots of the place.

But I can't find my camera. Likely the kid just ganked it and misplaced it, but I haven't had the ability to ask my roommate about it just yet. Hopefully I'll find it. Otherwise, I'll just go tomorrow with or without it.

Sucks, though.

So I checked, and yeah, that picture is the one from my camera. I didn't even upload it before I went to bed last night, and I sleep on the fucking couch right next to the laptop. But sure enough, C:\Users\Jackson Toth\My Pictures\P4280003.JPG exists, right there. It's even rotated already, even though I had the camera turned sideways.

I must be sleeping heavier. Have to ask my housemate if she did this.

Getting sick of this.

I wake up after eight hours of sleep, roughly, and I find something (once again) posted to my blog after I went to sleep. Why should I even be accepting this insanity?

Don't know who posted this...

Tired as hell.

Why the hell am I still awake? (Right, can't sleep because your brain is wired to be up until 1:30 every night. Silly me.)

Don't want to be awake, might try sleeping soon. This apartment unnerves me. Thought I saw something in the light reflecting off the shower tile in the bathroom. I ducked out of the way and took a picture of it. I'm so fucking skittish now. This place is making me insane. I haven't looked at the picture just yet. Saving it for the morning.

Fuck this. Need sleep. Later all.

More of the same.

One of these days I'm going to get a proper amount of sleep. One of these days.

Was out sometime last week driving, and I thought I saw something. Had my camera (was shooting low-quality video of the area) and managed to snap a picture.

Sorry for the immense resolution, but I thought I could see something just to the right of the left grove of trees. Pretty much exactly in the center up there. I just don't know.

I need to take a different route.